Everybody sees its you,
Well, I nvr wanna lose tt view.

If we crawl
till we can walk again,
Then we'll run
until we're strong enough to jump.
Then we'll fly
Until thr's no wind
So lets crawl
Back to love.

Why did i change the pace,
Hearts were nvr meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I cant reach ur face.
So whr, are u standg now,
Are u in the crowd of my vouch
Love, can u see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still hv it all,


Today, I realised that im actually a veh vulnerable person! Like I hate to feel lousy abt anythg so I kinda climb higher everytime I thnk of how lousy I am. So I push myself t the limit to get better, to be up thr. Somehow, sometimes, being my best and workg my hardest just doesnt put me up thr and tts whn i crash and burn, im GONE! see, tts whn i neh get back up agn, because i knw i've faild once and refuse t fail again! Hence, I give up, surrender, throw in the white flag! So in a way, its really, actually, a bad thg! I will only try agn unless Im forced to or unless im convinced why i hv t do it agn, t pick myself up agn and to fail many times before i succeed. I hate losing, but den agn, who does?

So dont let me fall, or i'll nvr get back up agn,



TGIF! But for nw i wanna CRAWL, so lets CRAWL...



i hope we get t do this one last time, i♥you

Let me be the one you call,
If you jump, i'll break ur fall
Lift you up and fly away w you into the night
if u need t fall apart
i can mend a broken heart.
If you need to crash,
then, crash and burn
your not alone.
Whn you feel all alone,
and a loyal frined is hard t to find,
your caught in a one way street w the monsters in ur head
whn hopes and dreams are far away
and u feel like you cant face the day,
let me be the one you call.



Everytime you come back into my life, my heart hurts like thunderstorm. i wish i could readjust but thrs just no reset button. I put up a strong fight so you only see how happy i am but the sadness lingers on in me, something you.ll never see unless you look really hard, when you see the pain right through my heart. I want to totally forget, t erase all memories, t just stop here, right here, right now. But in truth, I can nvr do it.  Because, because tt means losing everything, so i'd rather live with the pain in my achy heart. Just for you, just for your friendship.

I see now the reason why lovers are nvr friends when they end,
But I, this silly girl, chose t hold on because tt friend  means alot t me, and i.ll nvr lose him,
nt in the brightest hour, nt even in stormy weather,
I just cant stop the rain,
So im letting it fall,
let it fall.




You girls always make me feel a little better, (:

When I see you,
I run out of words, to say

OMG its 2010! okay i finally realised tt i hv a non-updated blog since like 284786918379721 years ago, not until today at least(:
HAHA! instead of putting up memories and a closure for 2009, since its alr the THIRD wk, i reckon i'll put up stuff based on 2010! only three wks but PLENTY of great memories have alr came unfolding (: (:

As usual im still busy w sch stuffies and in badminton this yr, so ive been playing badminton trice a wk. improving much? yes i suppose cause tts wad the kids are saying(: haha! they say kids nvr lie right? so i shld totally belief thm!

Been spending the first wk w my darling classmates. We headed to Old School's Timbre to drink and hang out and apparently ate more dne we drink. had a blast(: Finally a mature outing frm us instead of the normal movie and dinner kinda outg we usually do.

Spent a day w CL before he left for Taiwan for a good 3 wks. We went shopping and he bought male leggings, HAHA, at least tts wad i call it. talkd alot, ate alot of iscream, and walkd more den we did anythg else! OMG! it was like we walkd a marathon tgt or smthg, but it was a great day nevertheless(: We walkd like from JE all the way to chevrons and the place we wantd to go was apparently closed on Mondays! soo lame but ohwells, we enjoyd the long talk and great walks(: speaking of CL, i miss him alr and its been only ONE pathetic wk and FOUR days? i miss the times whn we just do anythg stupid, most of the time being me, and without a care about whatever or whoever is around us (: taking the shoppg trip down orchard made me come to realise how great a pair we actually are. its just whn u see us, u just knw it.

" How many times can I break till i shatter?
Over the line cant define what im after
I always, turn the car around."

i always TURN THE CAR AROUND, i always do actually. evrytime i tink im okay, lets not thnk abt it, u always make me turn the car around. its like that all the time, so i keep doing the U-TURN thing tt brgs me all the way back.

But, spending more time with you, really makes me realise how much i actually enjoy ur company and the times i get to spend with you. it doesnt matter wad we.re doing but the fact tt we're doing it tgt really puts a smile on my face!

SEEYOU SOON! one wk, 2 days, i'll survive that long(:

so tts been like 2010 for me,(: AWESOME!

 
MY DARLING CLASSMATES ♥♥♥
kudos to our friendship!