Can't you feel the magic in the air,
Must have been the way you kissed me.
Fell in love
Whn i saw u standg thr,
It must hv been the way,
Today was a fairytale.

Today was a fairytale,
You got a smile that takes me to anothr planet,

TIme slows down whenever ur arnd,

Movie with MELISSA GOH today at JP watching Valentines Day. Great show, funny and the theme song was awesome. I like! was totally singing t M the entire time, super funny(: walked around aft tt and went all over JP looking for strawberries but they were all out! DAMN, okay tt was the only annoyg part cause i really wantd t get thm fr CL. Im just some spoilt kid who hates it whn she doesnt get wad she wants. But oh well, go a gd read frm harris: Dear John by Nicholas Sparks! cant wait for the movie t be out so i can drag CL t watch it w me, tink it means smthg t us, same bad situation, just a different ending i guess.

Anw, went popular and got the most brilliant idea t get him the MR collection bks. i chose MR RUSH cause tt really describes him, rushing arnd tryg t satisfy evryone arnd him. Ohwell, pretty contended with tt. Also got a bag of famous amos fr his cousins and got him a twin pack strawberry yoghurt(: i bet i made him happy, YAY! im happy makg him happy,(:

So took the bus thr to only realise M stays in the same block as him just 2 floors down! HAHA, hilarious, totally. and they nvr knew they were neighbours. and all of us were in like white, great combination fr a shot but too bad felt awkward to hv a camera moment den(: ohman, i feel a regret coming, tt photo would hv lookd nice, i wanna get a poloroid so i can get instant photos immediately! and clumsily alighted at the bustp and and and trip over the steps at the bustp. ltr did i knw he saw evrythg  cause apparently he went down t meet me instead of meetg me at lift landg, DUH! ohmyg, super embarassing but dnt really care, feels gd to be clumsy in my case,(:

walkd t withdraw money and saw this family prolly hm frm cny visiting and the husband totally blew his nose in frnt of me and the mucus were on his hands EEEAAAWW! okay wad i saw was disgustg and gross! he walkd me t the bustp and i felt happy just walkg tt stretch of covered pavement t the bustp w him, felt like old times. really, treasured times t me. He said my hair grew really long, and loved my tee,(:
praying t see you saturday,(:

i still dnt see whats wrong w us, still dnt, we.re perfect tgt, i know u knw it too...


Although i only had like about 20 minutes, im happy to see you today,(:

Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time
And now im like,
baby baby baby  noo
im like baby baby baby noo
I thought u.ll always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we aint tgt
And i gotta play it cool
While Im losing you,

And I just cant believe my first love wont be around.

you know you get
hurt and messed up that you cant even handle all things at hand and you just blow your horn at someone who really doesnt deserve it. Yes! Great, he rang me this morning and I felt i shoved evrything right in his face. Kept bringing things up indirectly and unintentionally. felt really bad after the call ended but nothing I can do to change any of it. the hurt has already been done and gone and all i can do is to hv this feeling of regret. oh, the small price to pay for the damaged done.
im really sorry its just im still not over evrything still and its just getting more complicated as time gets by. its just this temporary anger trapped in me waiting for time to be let out and stay out cause its been burning inside for like idk how long. i tink shaun will know what im tryg to put into words cause he.s prolly the only othr person suffering, suffering in silence, just as messed up.
i get by evryday working, working and working my mind, to keep it far away from thinking...

im sorry, i hope you understand its been hard,

Everybody sees its you,
Well, I nvr wanna lose tt view.

If we crawl
till we can walk again,
Then we'll run
until we're strong enough to jump.
Then we'll fly
Until thr's no wind
So lets crawl
Back to love.

Why did i change the pace,
Hearts were nvr meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I cant reach ur face.
So whr, are u standg now,
Are u in the crowd of my vouch
Love, can u see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still hv it all,


Today, I realised that im actually a veh vulnerable person! Like I hate to feel lousy abt anythg so I kinda climb higher everytime I thnk of how lousy I am. So I push myself t the limit to get better, to be up thr. Somehow, sometimes, being my best and workg my hardest just doesnt put me up thr and tts whn i crash and burn, im GONE! see, tts whn i neh get back up agn, because i knw i've faild once and refuse t fail again! Hence, I give up, surrender, throw in the white flag! So in a way, its really, actually, a bad thg! I will only try agn unless Im forced to or unless im convinced why i hv t do it agn, t pick myself up agn and to fail many times before i succeed. I hate losing, but den agn, who does?

So dont let me fall, or i'll nvr get back up agn,



TGIF! But for nw i wanna CRAWL, so lets CRAWL...



i hope we get t do this one last time, i♥you